I've been happy this week. I've been incredibly happy this week - more happy than I remember being for this long in my life, including the trip to Disney World when I was on Codeine the whole time (although, as I'm allergic to the stuff and it makes it nearly impossible for me to create long-term memories, I could just not be able to remember how happy I was then). I've got a couple guesses as to what the root cause of this could be, but, to be honest, they're just that: guesses. They're not even theories - educated guesses - they're just guesses, so I don't even feel like they're worth sharing. The point is that I'm really happy.
This morning, as I was happily walking to school, grinning from ear to ear, I was thinking to myself about how I really don't know anything at all, and that was pretty cool. Think about it. Maybe I get upset because thus and such isn't going to happen... well, I mean... I don't know that. I can't know that. Even if I got a time machine and went to the future, I wouldn't know what was going to happen, because, hey - I can always do something different from whatever I did to make that future happen.
But then I realized that I do know something. I love G-d, and that's pretty cool. But what blew me away was that I also know that G-d loves me. When I realized that, everything around me literally paled; it all faded into the background. Really, the only thing that truly matters is that G-d loves me and I love Him.
It sounds cliche until you really get it, and then it feels like your mind just exploded.